31st December.

Presents.

   It's been a long time since I've posted something. The Army and Navy took away too much of my freedom and time.

   However, it's my birtday once again. 31st of December. The star of the day obviously shouldn't be me again, but my mum. :) But that's not how the world sees it, so too bad. Thanks mum.

   There's so much that has happened to this year. Graduated from school. Entered the army. Changed hairstyle. Changed hairstyle. Changed hairstyle. Lost lots of old friends, but also found new ones. Threw a grenade. Spent many nights in the jungle (which I still find fun in). Was supposed to be an officer, but got injured and had to choose health over honour and glory. 3 of the most hated dictators Osama, Gaddafi and Kim Jong Il died. Man who drastically advanced technology in daily living, Steve Jobs, passed away. And my beloved Grandpa passed away. Every of my good old brothers are now serving National Service. There's an endless list of stories.

   2012 will be the most unpredictable year in my life. It's most probably gonna end up as a void year, wher everything will be forgotten. Why? Because I don't know where I'll be sent to, the Army or Navy? People are making me swallow shit. The world is gonna change drastically again and we won't be able to phantom it. What kind of change will the new rulers filling in the spots bring to the world? Am I gonna lose more friends? All these things I really can't change and control, or at least have a clue about it gonna happen.

   All I'd say, "Many things changed in 2011, and my year 2012 will be casted into God's hands."

Happy New Year. :)

P.O.P (Passing Out Parade)

   At last I have graduated from Basic Military School and am now a "Trained Soldier"! Totally conquered the shit out of the 24km route march, proved to myself that I'm stronger, had lots of fun with my friends, and now I kinda miss all of those... Honestly BMT is really fun, but only if you meet great people there, and obviously you yourself should never be a whining ass too. Though it's tough, at least you have a bunch of other sweaty dogs to run along side with you. It's also very interesting how a bunch of strangers can become great friends in such a short time.

   Anyway, I still don't understand how some idiots can come out of army saying that they've learnt nothing. Just goes to show that they have a bloody poor ability to apply things to life. Army is tough but fun. The End.

Tonaetoe

Both drunk and a kid.

Platoon mates

   Have you ever noticed that in life, you meet some people who are extremely street smart or high in EQ, having great knowledge on what the status quo of life should be? You'll be surprised that even people like them make the greatest mistakes in life. Some of us, we say things that shouldn't be said.

   What I mean is that, we judge others too quick. At times we meet people who lack spirit in them to accomplish things in life. At times we meet people who lack the knowledge or ability to overcome certain obstacles. At times we meet people who lack the intellects to be aware of their surroundings. And we high self-esteem chauvanists blatantly run them down to the ground with no mercy or understanding, just because we want seem to others that we have made it further in life. Total bullshit. If we people are so "great", why can't we just take a simple step back to understand these people who obviously need our help?

   If they lack spirit, shouldn't we encourage them instead of calling them weak? If they lack knowledge or ability, shouldn't we run along side with them and coach them? If they lack intellects, shouldn't we share everything we know with them? It's plain selfishness if we know that someone needs help and we just criticize while watching them die, feeling good about our all-so-mighty-awesome-selves.

   And also whenever we see someone making mistakes, whether big or small, we condemn them to an eternity of hatred and damnation. Have we ever not made mistakes ourselves? That is what I have noticed, very unfortunately...

   Let's all try to make this world a more colourful and jovial place filled with butterflies and applepies! Roger that?***

Everyone's Flying to London...

REVEILLE

   Yupp, you guessed it right fellow readers. I've yet again injured myself. However, this time I've sprained my ankle due to the legendary tale of people being selfish in the army, throwing all the load to a "kid" like me. But I'm pretty sure I gave it my all. All my outfields are over for now. And I'm also very glad that I got to meet my family and friends, the people whom I love so much. Appreciating, loving and missing everyone of them more and more each day.

Vitamins Vitamins.

   Ohyar, tore my hamstring from overstraining my leg too. However I continued to train despite all the pain from the injury. I think my leg's healed already though, just that all the blood is still clogged up there.

Your Left Right, Cougar Boy.

   Despite the regimentation and restrictions, the army can be quite fun at most times. Because you're forced to comply, you'll start to realized that the only way out of many things is that you have to learn to accomodate with and start giving in to others. You'll learn that it's not always about you, but about others too and that we should be selfless in the way we act. Maybe it's true that through army, boys do become men. People tend to find out that there are consequences with each action. All in all, I think that it isn't the physically unfit who suffer the most in army, it's the mentally and spiritually unfit who suffer.

SPACEMAN

A Drink For Every New Chapter.

   I'm so happy that God blessed me with such great family and friends! You know, you don't have to worry about losing family or friends, because if they want to stay in your life, they will make an effort to! And when you need someone to rely on, you know where to go. That is where it's so beautiful. It's a world where you know everything will be fine as long as you're with the everyone you love, and God has your back. However, it doesn't stop there. God blessed me to bless others.

   The biggest problem everyone faces is to love everyone including their neighbours. Could you say that you would love a person who did you wrong countless times? Not anyone can do that. It's when you've come to a point of attaining a level of love where it's unconditional. It does not matter what the person has done, because true love has NO CONDITIONS. That's where the biggest beauty of it all lies. When you find acceptance in the people you love.

SOLDIER OF GOD

   This is my last week of holiday before I enter the army on the 2nd of august. I'm kinda ready and looking forward to it, and do hope that I learn many new things there. Although 2 years may seem arduous, I'm sure that God will see me through. However, there's this one thing that's holding me back from wanting to go in. I just wished that I had a little more time with certain friends... Many of them will be going to school, work and such, and I doubt that we'll be able to ever meet even once in a blue moon. Once I'm out of army, would we still be friends? I know I would want to, but would they still want to?

   Well, I guess it comes down to this ideology. If someone wants to remain in your life, they'll make an effort to. Be it being a family member, a friend or a lover.